Trust your own feelings, thoughts and drives over those of the people around you. Only you are capable of deciding the proper path for you.
Your Current Place
The time for you to address your spiritual self is now. You should also consider mentoring those in need of your wisdom. Share your knowledge and open your heart to those who need assistance.
That Which is before You
Now is a time for you to act on the basis of clear thought and analysis. Weigh all your choices before making any decisions. Seek solutions to your problems through logic and not emotion. To act on impulse may be very harmful to your future.